Daniel

I'm usually the one who doesn't want the other to leave

Well I've been under the weight of the world for about a week but I've gotten back up and I'm feeling great. My living condition changed but I'm making the best of it. You know a wisp cries when you leave it? Well the old willow will also wuss you if you're around it too long. It's like Clint Eastwood, he was always welcomed but he always knew when to leave. A wisp, according to literature, or more symbolically in my opinion, will basically say now go away. It's like when somebody comes over, people, or maybe it's just me, welcome wholheartedly but when the conversation goes to a certain point you start to feel trapped, unless you've know eachother well. Clint Eastwood always knew that moment. I mean, staying 'till the end is good, but does anyone have to wait forever...hell no. All I'm saying is that I think there is a balance to it...and I am not saying I met a wisp. Although when you get to a certain point, where you know the moments...you can become just like the wisp...it's just that when you get there you'll start saying come back!, when the other leaves...so it's a two edged sword. Right now I'm watching A Fistful of Dollars and it made me think of this. Anyways, here's a fond farewell 'till next we meet.

Peace.`

Well it's nice to be out of that jar i weas in. When I was young somebody put a big box over me and sat on it and I began to suffocate and screamed and nobody could hear me. He got up and I was fine. But the point is obvious...it's nice to be heard. I'm listening to some Ellegarden right now and am having a pretty good time with my friend Matt. Anyways, see you again soon...

peace

Well I probably talk about my plants too much so I'll stop. I forgot to invite Larry over but I'll probably wait until I move out of my parent's house. This will happen on Sunday or Monday. Good neighborhood, 2 rooms. I'm alone right now and nobody will talk to me. Hello? echo...echo...echo...
come again?

I just planted some morning glories in my backyard acroos the fence on the opposite side of my brugmansia and my yucca. It is going to look beautiful. I was gonna invite Larry over on saturaday or sunday but i didnt so i'll probably have him over in the next few days. My life is really mundane right now and I need to go out and do something, but I don't have money so it's off to another movie marathon. Anyone a fan of Takeshi Miike or Clint Eastwood? I'm collecting their dvd's right now. I've got most of the basic Miike films (Ichi the Killer, Audition, Dead or Alive, etc, and the basic Fistful of Dollars, Hang 'em High, the Good the Bad and the Ugly...you get the picture. What's something you especially like?

cheers

I just bought Beautiful Katamari for Xbox360 and it is the shit. It changes your state of mind. This is all i can say.
I bought a Brugmansia (a type of Datura with pink bell shaped flowers) and it is in bloom now, it looks amazing.

I want to take someone to the movies but I don't know who yet, I'll probably cross by somebody pretty soon. I would take this girl named Jessy but we're in opposite coasts. Polar opposite. I'll probably invite this kid I know from the anime club. Quantum of Solace...anyone seen it? Most likely no one reads this anyways.

Kare Kano was the first anime I really got into, second being Trigun, prerequisites being Sailor Moon and Dragonball z. I really like the mechanic of the relationships in it, it's very well thought out but I'm not too fond of the ending. Suishou Arima traps her because he wants to be close to her. I found that darkly kinky and romantic. I really want to have a relationship like that, and I'm kind of like him in a way.. Arima was real, he just really wanted to do well setting aside his past problems, everyone has problems and deals with them in their own way. I feel that his attractive mota was the epitome of this, though some might consider him to be fake, he wanted to do well in spite of this and what his family thinks of him. I believe this is real.

Maybe someone has a good idea for a comic? I really, really want to make one but I don't have a good story yet, so if someone has an idea, tell me on aim (under the same sn), and I can draw the pictures for it.

Thanks!

Right now I'm watching Bounen no Xamdou, and Yozakura Quartet. Both are very good IMO. My brother got Call of Duty 5 which is pretty good. I can't wait for the Final Fnastasy 7 remake which should come out sometime next year. Sailor moon is downloading right now, can't wait to watch that again. So, basically, I have way too much to do. School will cover that though, too much time spent on anything gets depressing when you're alone, unless it's something rewarding. I made some new friends though so things are looking bright. The world is so refreshing and invigorating after rehab.

Well I just saw my psychiatrist and he lowered my dose of Zyprexa, which is fine. I've decided to stay for the whole anime club session, 2 till 10. Right now I'm listening to Blue Eyes by Cary Brothers, a damn good song. I finished downloading Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei and Evangelion Reconstruction. I missed the first episodes of the latter so I plan to watch them after I finish this post. I'm pretty happy with how things are going.

Well, bear with me as this is my first entry. Right now I'm working on some artwork to put on here and on my deviantart. So maybe you should check back here every once in a while to see that. I'm an art major, minoring in business, which doesn't seem to mix, but business makes the time fly and I don't want working to take forever. I want the seeming majority of my time either doing art, writing a script, or spending time with friends. Right now I'm watching Dragonball Z season 5, Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei, and Gundam 0083, of which Sayonara seems to be the best. I found out about this show through the anime club at Palomar, and was intrigued by the well thought out complex storyline craftfully sewed into a comedic masterpiece. Gundam 0083 starts somewhat slow but it draws you in and has an ending that will bring a grown man to tears. Dragonball seazon 5 covers the Cell Games, which is the best season in my opinion, second only to the Majin Buu sequences. I've also been listening to alot of Venetian snares, a beatcore band that spends most of its time just trying to trip trippers and saying fuck Winniped or mutant cunt sniffers. I'll upload a bunch of artwork pretty soon, please check back every once in a while.